Hiya~ Life is so damn busy now for me... But oh well, $$~~~

Hmm, everyone's now talkin bout their choices, and some made very surprising choices...

Well here goes: ( of cos order is first to twelve choice)

Sg poly biomedical

Ngee ann poly biomedical

Sg poly biotechnology

Ngee ann biotechnology

Ngee ann poly Pharmacy sci

Banking & finance ngee ann poly

Banking & finance sg poly

Accountancy sg poly

Accountancy ngee ann poly

Veterinary bioscience ngee ann poly

Applied chemistry wif pharmaceutical science sg poly

International buisness ngee ann poly

XD

I hope to go to ngee ann poly~!

Lols choosing poly or jc is a headache. I think its even worse than sitting & getting result for ur o lvl.

Hmm... My choices surprised everyone. Im goin to poly :)

N i'm not regretting it.

In fact although a little uneasy. But its gonna be exciting!

Hahas now work is getting less boring. Today walked bac home wif Tian Kai & we're talkin bout uni. Lols i kept hitting him... Idiot he can go Nanyang jc... :( Hahas. Well, maybe i'm starting not to be so anti-social anymore. & he's rite. Im tired of those dramas. Its time for a change in perspective & character. Haiz now suffering wif long hours at work. 9am to 5pm -.-

Crap... At least my pay will be more~ ><

Late updating again~

I got bac my results & haiz & yay!

When i went to Mr Chng for my results, i looked anxiously at him. He gave me a small smile saying tat its ok ( meaning my result)

So instead of looking at my aggregate score, i looked at my grades. Humanities was unexpected but i'm damn happy. A1 for comb hum n A2 for pure geog.

But sci is a whole diff story. I cried once i saw them. Disappointment. Instead of goin bac to my seat. I went to Vernice, & she's an amazing friend & comforter. Emmeline too. Even Brenda. Thx guys~

Afterwards, i went to trash they all. Ch'ng yi looked so upset tat i had to giv her a hug to comfort her. Yixuan... The only thing i could do is hold her comfortingly... But im happy tat she's fine now :) Yilian u too. I noe u can do it! :) U still hav a future in front of u. U can still get gd results ;) Shimin too.

I hav friends who do well like theresa 9 pointer~ L1R5... N friends who didnt like Wen Jie & Shunning. But to me they alrdy hav done their best. Tats nth to be disappointed bout. Even i recovered from it. But i still owe Mdn Ng an apology. Im sry i couldn't giv her a distinction. Hahas again the feeling of being a failure came to my mind. For her tis time, Im gonna score very well in poly if i can get the course i wan...

Hahas finally a chance to update!

Oh well, tis wk has been fun. I made friends at work ;)

Went out on a dinner cum reunion wif Sheryl & Chee Han. Of cos history repeats itself, Ah gong paid for Sheryl's meal. But omg thx to Sheryl's suggestions we spent more than $75 on one dinner. Although the chocolate choke is a chocolate heaven for me! Hahas, Sheryl half of the time got left out cos i n ah gong started talkin bout final fantasy XD Well... We got at least talk bout angels n demons the bk rite, Sheryl? ;)

Hahas ah ma was in agony serving ah gong his drinks xp

Poor Ah ma :) Oh btw saw the photos u took wif tingwei. Both of u looked fun in it :) Although long time never see tingwei's face :x

It was a very fun dinner wif them! Especially wif Stephanie & Ah ma there.

Hahas I admit i miss ah gong~ ( ah ma don't take it wrongly.)

Work is fun when u hav friends especially when u gl the guys there XD

Ah Ma, after reading ur blog. I hav too come to realise smth.
But i won't say it.
Its smth tat really will change ur mindset to the things around u.
After tat incident, I started to think bout wat had gone wrong.
I started to think tat, I kept myself deliberately ignorant.
I hoped tat by doing tat, at least I would feel nth.
But Orhji & they all changed it.
They stood by me no matter wat decision i chose. When they knew wat happened, they just giv me the listening ear & tat's all I'm asking for :) They r really my true friends, of cos the list is longer I hav true friends around me & now i realised it :)
Hahas u guys might be the one to break my long held belief tat friendships never last long.
So thx :)
However to me, apologies won't mean a thing. All the apologies won't mean a thing thus i had to do smth to earn the right to say I'm sry. Hahas straight to the point, I can't apologise to them, not now. It won't be fair to them. Neither to Sheryl. U girl, whatever happens or happened, past, present & future. I'll still stand by ur side as a friend, no matter wat flaws u hav. Truth hurts & it'll always do. So don't mind me when i blunt to u. Yes, i know saying tis will definitely worsened ties wif her, but would she rather hear me say a lie or the truth. To be honest, it wasn't stable in the 1st place, but despite tat i will always treasure it. No matter wat she thinks, I will still stand by her side if needed.
Choosing sides? Hahas no i won't. I won't wan be the one sitting on the fence though. So I'll only say smth when it is necessary.
So to sum up, it depends on wat they think. If they don't accept it, its ok. Apologies r not supposed to be taken for granted though let me warn u tat.
I promised Ah ma tat I'll try my best to win bac trust & to u all too. However, trust is like a mirror. U can fix it when it's broken but u still can see the cracks on the mirror. There's no tellin if i get bac trust & things will go bac to normal.
Hahas for ur info that phrase was from the music video of telephone by lady gaga & she added vulgarity in it ><
I guess its time to talk to Ch'ng Yi. As much as I'm mad at her for her sudden quietness after o lvl. She's still my friend, one of my best friends even. I won't abandon her & tat's wat friends r for :)
Diff ppl hav diff opinions thus do tell me urs ><
Im waiting!

Today was slack... Just walkin around aimlessly looking for things to do & got scolded by one of the aunties. xo
Hahas but the best part was my friend, Sun Ning. She came to workplace (her off day) wearing a black dress. Which looks cute on her. The whole time my eyes were wide open looking at her... She looks damn different from her normal looks.
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Hahas today was also very surprising. There's a temp guy same age as me at workplace. He saw me wearing the mayflower band camp tee. Then he asked: u from band?
Actually i kinda knew before he was from band. Cos yesterday i saw him wearing his band tee. N he's from Serangoon Garden Sec. A drum major & a TUBA player! :) Hahas ah ma ur comrade. Hahas forgot to ask him whether he noe Chuanjie oh well tmr ba. Oh yea i noe another friend (shit forgot her name xp) She's from the string ensemble cca & she plays cello. XD
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Hmm currently deciding should i buy howjin the penguin soft toy ( y i picked tat? Cos when i first saw it. I punched it xp Like the way i hit howjin whenever i see him) or the lava lamp... XD

Yea i'm bac. Work was tiring but interesting, especially wif the gossipings between the aunties & supervisors -.-...

Politics... -,- Man, they suck...

Haiz i got many injuries... Especially from the penknife i'm holding at work. Got a painful cut cos of it...

Now currently hooked on playing final fantasy dissiadia 012. Hahas now officially a final fantasy fan xp. I love their music it's one of the best ever composed!! Especially Aerith's theme & The price of freedom.

Oh yea Ah ma i bought the last book of the inheritance cycle, Eragon the series remember?

Matthew said it was nice & the fighting scene is damn surprising. The evil guy... Nah, if u wan read it for urself >< Oh yea hehe... Ur present xo