Ah Ma, after reading ur blog. I hav too come to realise smth.
But i won't say it.
Its smth tat really will change ur mindset to the things around u.
After tat incident, I started to think bout wat had gone wrong.
I started to think tat, I kept myself deliberately ignorant.
I hoped tat by doing tat, at least I would feel nth.
But Orhji & they all changed it.
They stood by me no matter wat decision i chose. When they knew wat happened, they just giv me the listening ear & tat's all I'm asking for :) They r really my true friends, of cos the list is longer I hav true friends around me & now i realised it :)
Hahas u guys might be the one to break my long held belief tat friendships never last long.
So thx :)
However to me, apologies won't mean a thing. All the apologies won't mean a thing thus i had to do smth to earn the right to say I'm sry. Hahas straight to the point, I can't apologise to them, not now. It won't be fair to them. Neither to Sheryl. U girl, whatever happens or happened, past, present & future. I'll still stand by ur side as a friend, no matter wat flaws u hav. Truth hurts & it'll always do. So don't mind me when i blunt to u. Yes, i know saying tis will definitely worsened ties wif her, but would she rather hear me say a lie or the truth. To be honest, it wasn't stable in the 1st place, but despite tat i will always treasure it. No matter wat she thinks, I will still stand by her side if needed.
Choosing sides? Hahas no i won't. I won't wan be the one sitting on the fence though. So I'll only say smth when it is necessary.
So to sum up, it depends on wat they think. If they don't accept it, its ok. Apologies r not supposed to be taken for granted though let me warn u tat.
I promised Ah ma tat I'll try my best to win bac trust & to u all too. However, trust is like a mirror. U can fix it when it's broken but u still can see the cracks on the mirror. There's no tellin if i get bac trust & things will go bac to normal.
Hahas for ur info that phrase was from the music video of telephone by lady gaga & she added vulgarity in it ><
I guess its time to talk to Ch'ng Yi. As much as I'm mad at her for her sudden quietness after o lvl. She's still my friend, one of my best friends even. I won't abandon her & tat's wat friends r for :)
Diff ppl hav diff opinions thus do tell me urs ><
Im waiting!
But i won't say it.
Its smth tat really will change ur mindset to the things around u.
After tat incident, I started to think bout wat had gone wrong.
I started to think tat, I kept myself deliberately ignorant.
I hoped tat by doing tat, at least I would feel nth.
But Orhji & they all changed it.
They stood by me no matter wat decision i chose. When they knew wat happened, they just giv me the listening ear & tat's all I'm asking for :) They r really my true friends, of cos the list is longer I hav true friends around me & now i realised it :)
Hahas u guys might be the one to break my long held belief tat friendships never last long.
So thx :)
However to me, apologies won't mean a thing. All the apologies won't mean a thing thus i had to do smth to earn the right to say I'm sry. Hahas straight to the point, I can't apologise to them, not now. It won't be fair to them. Neither to Sheryl. U girl, whatever happens or happened, past, present & future. I'll still stand by ur side as a friend, no matter wat flaws u hav. Truth hurts & it'll always do. So don't mind me when i blunt to u. Yes, i know saying tis will definitely worsened ties wif her, but would she rather hear me say a lie or the truth. To be honest, it wasn't stable in the 1st place, but despite tat i will always treasure it. No matter wat she thinks, I will still stand by her side if needed.
Choosing sides? Hahas no i won't. I won't wan be the one sitting on the fence though. So I'll only say smth when it is necessary.
So to sum up, it depends on wat they think. If they don't accept it, its ok. Apologies r not supposed to be taken for granted though let me warn u tat.
I promised Ah ma tat I'll try my best to win bac trust & to u all too. However, trust is like a mirror. U can fix it when it's broken but u still can see the cracks on the mirror. There's no tellin if i get bac trust & things will go bac to normal.
Hahas for ur info that phrase was from the music video of telephone by lady gaga & she added vulgarity in it ><
I guess its time to talk to Ch'ng Yi. As much as I'm mad at her for her sudden quietness after o lvl. She's still my friend, one of my best friends even. I won't abandon her & tat's wat friends r for :)
Diff ppl hav diff opinions thus do tell me urs ><
Im waiting!
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