A long time sinec i blog anything...
Haiz first of all i'm damn tired, i fall sleep during bio lesson twice -.-
Shit i can't afford to miss anything in bio ><
Second so conclusion: only 2 ccas in sch got gold...
Chi dance n of cos sch's favourite performing arts cca, chi orchestra.
Well at least they broke the silver curse....
N wow studying had just become a killer...
Im dying in bio, chem, geog, el n chi....
WTH....
Dying here...
Band haiz i cant go bac there anymore cos i wearin braces liao~ on 27th tis month, just 5 days from now...
I will be goin to tan tock seng to attend my 1st dental appointment... N i heard the doctor is damn scary... *glup* die liao :(
but att least on sun i can sws to play... If i wan... blast!!!!
Hahas they yamaha custom trombone leh :(
When miss mok buying yamaha xeno for mfcb!!!!!!!!!????????????
If i like tat i'm gonna blackmail her liao... xpxo

Yea i notice tis few days the ppl i always talked to is shimin & tingwei...
Yilian? haiz... let her hav her time wif her frenz esp in class she talked to lili... Not even me n tingwei managed to talk to her...
Ah ma? Did not talk to her tis few days, n also nth to talk bout... idk y but yea i just guess tis few days r tiring enough for me... Fragile yea... but idk...
Sheryl? giv her time to go to her na frenz... anyways the clique except for her graduating.
Now im spending most of my time wif yixuan, orhji, trash n ch'ng yi they all...
Its really nice for a change, i miss them a lot esp chasing each other around, being sadistic n diabolical.
talkin bout movies songs n stuffs...
But yea maybe i nid some time away from the clique manners to concentrate on exams.
After o lvl chi then i figure out wat i wan to do wif the fragile things in the clique...
Its fragile alrite but we nid study first then clear everything out later...
I'm so tired... so tired... damn tired...

Mayflower concert band got sliver!!
Omg, we maintained our sliver! Again and Again by 2pm~
Yesterday during recess, someone dedicated tis song to the band n ah ma, sheryl n i were singing together wif it n saying mayflower get sliver again and again~ xpxp
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Darn it hasn't hit me yet i'm now an ex senior of band.
Maybe i wont... But somehow i think im gonna cry again... I shall miss mfcb! n of cos my section n instrument! ;)
Speaking bout crying... Again ( y does tis always happened to me... -.-) I was the first person to cry AGAIN -,- I broke down after coming down the stairs at the foyer... -,-
Danse Diabolique... broke down immediately exiting the hall... -,-
N tis yr... now tis...
Wth -,-
Argh!
Anyways im happy but somehow i felt we should hav gotten a gold cos for taishan...
But judging bout the chij toa payoh n the time we spent practicing... erm...
Im just contented to hav sliver... Though i mind not having gotten gold...
:x
Ppl loved taishan including the judges! Tats wat i heard... But who cares! We did Mt. Taishan proud! XD We didn't ruined its honour at all!! XD
Singapore Flyer idk how did we manage to play the beginning fanfare but...
It has improved!!!
Erm for ur info, i still cannot tongue tat part properly even one hour before the competition.
So wat happened bac at the hall... Shall remain as a mystery... 0.0

Haiz... 5 more days to syf n after tat i can't touch my trombone anymore... No, no!!!
I can't believe life really flashes by us... One moment i'm in 2009 syf another moment i'm now goin towards 2011 syf... Reminiscing, tat day...
Yea, yea no one will ever let me forget tat i cried on tat day cos of a mistake...
Damn everyone remembered...
So yea i'm now hoping tat history does not repeat itself.... HOPE!
Believe it or not i had been imagining scenarios of mfcb... Getting gold/ silver/ bronze.
N even the scenario wher the announcer say mfss bronze then suddenly realises his/her mistake then announced we got gold... I can safely say i will cry my heart out. Nice rite? Its not being delusional, its just being optimistic...
Dammit, caught up at the fact tat i didn't see it comin at all...
When i when in sec 4 beginning of the yr, i thought bout o lvl syf etc but stepping down from band has never crossed my mind till yesterday's convo wif ah ma... haiz none of us can stay away from not playing instruments, main band practices wif mr tan. ;( tuba... trombone...
I honestly really feel like crying. Its so sad, i feel empty not goin to band wif mr tan in it n even worse without my trombone...
I had never felt like tat bac in amkp band... Idk?
Its damn.... don noe how to explain...

Epic day today, y? Cos... ( I'm boasting here xpxp)
I walked the whole 2.4km run xpxp
N never got caught xpxp
N my timing epic one... 24 mins xpxp
It was an experiment done by Ng Zi Yan, Ervina n Me!
Order of event:
After the fire drill -,- cher told us, time to run.
Ok lor but i wanted to walk, Zi Yan agreed to do it. Later Ervina joined in.
I then thought Zi Yan not serious so i ran wif Ervina then suddenly she called me.

Convo: Zi Yan: I thought u say u wan to walk?
Me: Oh yea.... ( xpxp)
Ervina: Oh then we walk for fun.

N while tis convo came out.
The 4I boys heard it.
N yea they followed us epic 1/4 of the 4I guys- Nicholas, Wei Xiong, Guan Wei, Chun Yong, Y i Fan, Samuel n others if i not wrong... ( I think... there a lot though...) They too walked. U can see half the class running, n another one walkin. xpxp No cher suspected anything so we continued walkin, later at 2nd round the guys ran...While the trio continued walkin until... Chia Ee paced us, though I felt so proud wahaha~~~ xpxp

Epic Pe lesson xpxp
Hahas~~~~

Haiz wat i wrote on the clique blog is nth. So u all can just ignore it.
There's nth wrong n happening.
Apart from the fact i feel sleepy~
I almost forgotten damn hailarious, mr tan stopped whole band in the middle of tai shan,
n told us. He had to stop cos me n yilian n tingwei were wearing our class tee n it looked damn funny- superwomen he called us cos our front is superman sign but instead of s its 4I! XD. Gosh, it was epic xpxp I had decided never to wear 4I class tee to band practice anymore xpxp.
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N regret is such a pointless emotion.
U had done it, wats the point of feeling regret.
U wished to change the past but sry our scientists hadn't figured tat out yet
Wat's the point.
Even if u had changed it.
Nth will ever be the same again.
The only thing regret had done was to make u think of the consequences of ur decisions, choices u can actually chose from instead of the latter.
But again, wats the point....

Tis few days... Really is gonna be a death of me!
Camp success is driving me crazy!!!!!
Lols workshops... FOR WAT MAN!
Not like we're idiots os smth n hello i noe how to write a narrative leh.
Damn so tiring, no band somemore...
I now suffering from "trombone withdrawal syndrome" :( I miss playing trombone~
Damn i noe i gonna step down soon but still...
Gah, sch say camp success prepare us for o lvl but they giv us cip for wat?
Lols tis the most important yr n u still giv us tis kind of things, don forget tis is also syf yr wth -.-
I slp in class can't believe it -,-
I wan study also got prob meh! I wan intentsive studying!!!!!
Not tis kind of camp. Though i don mind the his module one xpxp
Berlin Wall!! xpxp
The wall which seperated eastern germany from western germany.
The collapse of it meant freedom tat the Germans had all hoped for.
In less then one yr, Germany was reunited together as one country.
:)
Haiz, i feel dam tired. -,-

Wohoo -,- i just found out i got short term memory.

I totally forgot yesterday, got anderson jc concert.
I only remembered halfway during huayi's exchange... -,-
N instead of tat i was thinkin of my hwk -.-
Damn... Anyways, i just found out yesterday yilian can blast -.-'''
As the section leader, i should hav known tat, but no, i thought she couldnt.
Don talk bout howjin... His is uncontrollable one, don noe when will he blast.
Mine... blast at singapore flyer beginning for wat -.- make no sense.
Our sg flyer so damn unstable ;(
Tai shan sounds way better ( though tat has been always the case for mf -.- choice piece will always be better then set piece) xpxp
N ppl praise mf gd playing but honestly we r weakest batch to go for syf. Just look at 2003 syf batch... They played earth leh... ;( Damn difficult song even mr tan is damn proud of them...
N guess wat yesterday the ajc concert was damn well played! Love the trombone section!!!
N after tat howjin, yilian, yanjia n i went to see chua chee han n jyh harng.
Ah gong said mf is at the sliver medal standard liao ( the last time he was there...)
Yilian: looks damn happy
Me: Incredulous
Yanjia: wide eyes
Howjin: confused xpxp
Huayi play better than us leh... Their dynamics is there, ours... reluctant to do it.
Hiaz~~~~~
Tis is confusing.