Haiz... 5 more days to syf n after tat i can't touch my trombone anymore... No, no!!!
I can't believe life really flashes by us... One moment i'm in 2009 syf another moment i'm now goin towards 2011 syf... Reminiscing, tat day...
Yea, yea no one will ever let me forget tat i cried on tat day cos of a mistake...
Damn everyone remembered...
So yea i'm now hoping tat history does not repeat itself.... HOPE!
Believe it or not i had been imagining scenarios of mfcb... Getting gold/ silver/ bronze.
N even the scenario wher the announcer say mfss bronze then suddenly realises his/her mistake then announced we got gold... I can safely say i will cry my heart out. Nice rite? Its not being delusional, its just being optimistic...
Dammit, caught up at the fact tat i didn't see it comin at all...
When i when in sec 4 beginning of the yr, i thought bout o lvl syf etc but stepping down from band has never crossed my mind till yesterday's convo wif ah ma... haiz none of us can stay away from not playing instruments, main band practices wif mr tan. ;( tuba... trombone...
I honestly really feel like crying. Its so sad, i feel empty not goin to band wif mr tan in it n even worse without my trombone...
I had never felt like tat bac in amkp band... Idk?
Its damn.... don noe how to explain...