Hi.

A few days ago, I went out happily shopping with Ch'ng Yi and Yixuan at Orchard.

P.S. Don't dare mention this to Ting Wei cos the last time I went with her and the others to Orchard. I wasn't enthuse :X 

That had to be the first time I shopped at Orchard Road for clothes and I never complained >.<

Hahas we shopped at forever21 first to buy Ch'ng Yi's shirt. And went over to H&M.

Damn the prices.... (whatever words you like to use)

Lunch was fantastic. We ate at Seoul Garden hotpot, they offered student meals :) hahas made me feel like a secondary school student again with all those discounts.

The diner kept playing k-pop songs and Ch'ng Yi was damn ecstatic whenever Infinite songs came out. Hahas, although I'm not a k-pop fan but I can still chat with them about the topic.

Mostly what I talked about is TVXQ hahas, I'm sure u can guess y...

Drum roll.....

Ah Ma Choo.

Yeap its cos of her alright!!!! XD

Influencing me with them.

One topic I can remember most clearly is that I said Changmin (I hope i got his name spelling correct.) sings high pitch parts.

Hahas thanks to ah ma I know about this stuffs.

Being with them made me realise one thing that ah ma had said.

Being with your sec friends you can really connect to them unlike my poly friends. But I'm not comparing them. I love them the way they are despite the problems.

We even stopped midway squealing to watch the trailer for breaking dawn part 2 at one of the building's big screen.

Hahas we're so hyped up to watch the movie! XD

We went back to forever21 and shopped there for 3 hrs straight.

I bought a shirt for $29

HAHAS XD

My first purchase without my mum beside me xp

Cos I have no confidence in myself at all xp

I shld really ask Tingwei out to go shopping with me at Orchard :)

I wanna go back to forever21!!! XD

I love it.

Haiz kinda sian now.

Now reading books I had long forgotten.

:)

Who wanna go ice-skating with me?? ><

I'm back from Taiwan!!! XD

Gosh its an amazing country..

Beautiful scenery.

Good services.

Kinda bland foods though...

A shopping paradise.

HEEHEE

Most of the stuff they brought was mine xp

Teehee~~~

Clothes, shoes, souvenirs for my friends and an umbrella.

Hahas.

Went to so many places like the national palace museum.

The artifacts shown there are taken from China's forbidden palace.

The Chinese people back then shipped off the artifacts to Taiwan to prevent the war between the Japanese and Chinese from destroying them.

The jades are amazing.

My family and I went to Jiufen.

Its a small but bustling town located high up on the mountain.

Hahas its amazing.

There are many shops there.

The view of course it's amazing.

My hotel looked nice too.

Its interior its gold-ish ><

Very nice.

Of course We went to the famous Shilin Night Market.

Damn its cheap and very crowded there.

I brought most of my things there XD

The food... -.-

Except for the Mee Sua. Its very delicious.

Anyone going Taipei, must go shilin night market, its only a few MRT stops from Taipei.

Oh yea i sat on Taiwan's bullet train. Its got to be the most smoothest ride ever despite its speed.

When in the carriage, u don't feel anything.

But when you are outside especially when the bullet train passes ur stop...

Its super duper fast. I'm not exaggerating at all.

Hahas how are your holidays people? Fun?

Hi~

LOLS. Now the holidays n I'm not spending time wif my friends at all.

Ok! I decided after I come back from Taiwan.

I'm gonna call up Mushroom & the others :)

Let's go out!!!!

N if tmr can I maybe will ask Ting Wei out, hahas.

Yeap we're not close at all.

N it's gonna be awkward.

But i have to try my best to repair friendships I cut off in Sec Sch.

Like Ah Ma said, "You must spent time together to develop feelings which will lead to friendship."

I placed the strike to show which are my own words.

XD

Hahas, I owed her an apology, even if she does not know it.

Well, I'm a coward like I admitted to Ah Ma.

I'm scared of friendships because of these reasons like trying to repair friendships which might end up the other party being annoyed or hating you.

I hope I have the courage to do so.

I wanted to plan an outing that the whole 'clique' ( not sure I'm fit to use the word )

can go ice-skating or bowling.

But hahas.

Alas, I chickened out :(

It takes time, you know to build up my courage to mend broken friendships.

Like Ting Wei & Shi Min.

Oh yea, I owe Shi MIn an apology and an explanation too.

Don't hate me but yea,

I'm a coward.

Well I will try my best.

Although my best will not be enough for them.

So yea...

An advanced apology to them when I fail. (I don't have confidence in myself to know whether     

I will succeed or not) 

"I'm really sorry."

But you know...

Do you think it's worth their time for me to mend things with them?

If they want to have nothing to do with me, I can accept.

After all it was my fault despite the reasons / excuses (you may call it)

For Yilian I see hope...

Hope that we all can talk to each other like before we went on our separate paths :)

I no longer think it's a wishful thinking....

I see nothing despite the scene in front of me.

I feel out of here.

I hear yet nothing goes in. 

But tomorrow...

I see the whole scene in front of me.

Embracing the feelings it gave.

Hearing the laughter it produced.

Thanks for listening and giving you're thoughts about the whole thing.

I no longer feel out.

I begin to understand.

Felt better.

But I don't know..

I don't want to know.

.

.

.

Will I?

I don't know.

Don't feel like it.

Dark thoughts but it is reality.

Will I ever touch it?

Will I even let go of it?

Please.

Go away.

I don't want anymore.

Hi! Im finally posting at my now kinda dead blog. ^^

Hahas, first thing people will say when they're trying to post after a long hiatus is to announce: "How's life?"

But i dont care bout tat one. Instead im gonna complain bout my life...

Eh... Maybe not only bout my life but... U guys get the memo rite?

Firstly YAY MY EXAMS R DONE!!!

Secondly, Crap! Im so screwed for mstat1.

Thirdly, Who wants souvenirs?

Well, my life is being generally ok to me except for maths n pipc (inorganic chem)

They suck!

Lols

After doing those papers, my mood dampened...

Well, they r over. But i kinda feel destroyed by it. Ya know.

Poly life is so not slack.

Bmlc (Biomolecules) which is considered a basic foundation knowledge in cell bio.

Its content ah!!!!

Damn difficult to remember all!!! Ah ma, ur obc sounds easy compared to bmlc -.-

Nxt sem all bio, except tat i got one maths module in it. Just dont give me log, integration and differentiation can le. And also laws of transgression too!!!

Stupid... They expect us to squeeze in 2 yrs of a maths into 4 months of mstat1.

Yea la i noe a few chap only. But at least o lvl, they have 2 yrs of prac. We eh? Less than 4 mnths!

HAIZ!!!!

Well no use complaining...

=/

Grr...

Life sucks. But as Mr Tan always said: "Life goes on~".

U noe, as much as i hate the phrase's truth. We have to face reality. ><

Hahas... :) The irony of life.

And ah ma, one of ur post, Well ur not alone. Cheer up.

U taught me quite a lot of things. Friendship is smth tat is always the hard to maintain especially true friends.

If u still can talk to them like last time. A proof of friendship tat still remains.

No one noe the ans to the problems facing friendship. 

Wat we can hope is whether we choose the correct choice.

 Also, tell ur parents ur feelings, let them noe. An analogy: My parents supported my decision to join band in mfss, when i told them my conflicting feelings towards joining band. They understood what i wanted, and they supported my choice.

Idk whether if u got tell them but well tis is my advice to u.

Hahas but its hard to open up to them. And its also hard to make them understand.

My parents too, but they still support my decision cos its wat I want. Its my choice, not anyone else's.

Good luck! =D

Nth to say except that maths sucks.

Today mstat lecture was hell. Wth i don noe tat part of differentiation -.-

Lols.

Stupid oc1 i van always never score well for it -.-

:( SAD LIFE!

Haiz life's saddening.

Well at least at home my mian bao is screaming about playing angry birds ^^

HAHAS i remember the gd times just looking at this photo.

Actually not just tat, bad times too. Tears & sweat to make it to syf.

N finally getting a silver from it><

Dedicated to Yilian & Howjin :)

Amelia here's yours

So how? What do u think?
This pic is dedicated to u! :)