Hi~

LOLS. Now the holidays n I'm not spending time wif my friends at all.

Ok! I decided after I come back from Taiwan.

I'm gonna call up Mushroom & the others :)

Let's go out!!!!

N if tmr can I maybe will ask Ting Wei out, hahas.

Yeap we're not close at all.

N it's gonna be awkward.

But i have to try my best to repair friendships I cut off in Sec Sch.

Like Ah Ma said, "You must spent time together to develop feelings which will lead to friendship."

I placed the strike to show which are my own words.

XD

Hahas, I owed her an apology, even if she does not know it.

Well, I'm a coward like I admitted to Ah Ma.

I'm scared of friendships because of these reasons like trying to repair friendships which might end up the other party being annoyed or hating you.

I hope I have the courage to do so.

I wanted to plan an outing that the whole 'clique' ( not sure I'm fit to use the word )

can go ice-skating or bowling.

But hahas.

Alas, I chickened out :(

It takes time, you know to build up my courage to mend broken friendships.

Like Ting Wei & Shi Min.

Oh yea, I owe Shi MIn an apology and an explanation too.

Don't hate me but yea,

I'm a coward.

Well I will try my best.

Although my best will not be enough for them.

So yea...

An advanced apology to them when I fail. (I don't have confidence in myself to know whether     

I will succeed or not) 

"I'm really sorry."

But you know...

Do you think it's worth their time for me to mend things with them?

If they want to have nothing to do with me, I can accept.

After all it was my fault despite the reasons / excuses (you may call it)

For Yilian I see hope...

Hope that we all can talk to each other like before we went on our separate paths :)

I no longer think it's a wishful thinking....