Oops i forgot to blog bout my day...
Damn...
Haiz...
I feel so hyped after borrowing 13tolife series xo
But now i nothin to read sian...
My mum even forbid me go sws n band~
I can't play my trombone liao ;(
Damn!!!!!!
I miss my lovely trombone... Wo de bao bei ah~~~~ :(
Crying liao.
N exams damn!!!!!!!!! SO NOT lookin forward to the release of it...
But anyway my mum promised to buy me pokemon black/white version xo Wohoo!!~
League Champion title here i come!!! XD

Its a crappy thing really, don't worry about it.
Tats what I'm tryin to tell myself but somehow it doesn't seem to work.
"Haiz"
Got glares from my neighbour...
Suppressing my sigh again, I gave him a forced smile.
"Sorry..."
"Damn it! Stop feeling sorry for yourself for once and start doing something! Saying sorry isn't gonna help, Missy."
Damn it. If it is that easy for me...
I gave him an indifferent shrug and walked to the swing left available by the retreating kids.
From there, my mind just suddenly expanded, thoughts that i didn't want to acknowledge intruded into my mind.
Made worse by droplets of water flowing down my face.
Thanks, I thought.
He came and stood in front of me, looking concerned with a hint of annoyance on his face.
Suddenly I felt guilty towards him, he had always been the one cleaning up the mess i had left behind...
Suddenly an idea strucked me... Hoping that I don't get slapped or something in return... I leaned forward quickly, surprising him, and kissed his stunned lips.
Hmm... It felt so warm compared to our surroundings.
And so pleasing...
Which comforted me a lot and provided me a very ingenious idea :)
I pulled back and he smiled happily at me.
"So are u going to do something about it?" he asked.
I grinned back at him.
"Hell yes..."

Lols its just a story with no relations to anyone so yea xp
I felt random so i wrote it... hahas its for fun.

"Tis is my confession...
Its my life..."

By glee. ( Its my life)

My now favourite singers xo ( group actually)

Ok got sidetracked.
Anyways its bout Sheryl.
( Almost same as Ah ma one)
I don feel anything when i slapped u in case ur wondering...
Although, i could do quite well for my geog.
N ya like i said i'm tired of ur lies, crocodile tears, queen drama n betrayals.
I'm also tired of keep forgiving n patching up wif u.
When u never changed.
Tis is not forgiveness.
U claimed u wan to be a Christan...
But hav u ever thought of wat forgiving means?
Go find out urself, i don forgive u out of nothin.
Ur out of my life.
Ah ma may hav forgiven u...
But i don't. Not now.
Forgiving is not equals to patching up.
Get tat.
Don worry if tis giv u some condolences...
I will always forgive u.
But patching up is a different matter...
I don hate u
But i'm irked by u...
Actions speak louder than words
Get tis in ur head.
Don ever giv empty promises anymore not to mention empty words of friendship.
No one will listen.

Isolation??
She thought so...
Lookin up at the sky, so clear, so blue, n so beautiful.
It hurts to see it... Hurts so much to see it...
As a tear swept down her already washed cheek...

A long time sinec i blog anything...
Haiz first of all i'm damn tired, i fall sleep during bio lesson twice -.-
Shit i can't afford to miss anything in bio ><
Second so conclusion: only 2 ccas in sch got gold...
Chi dance n of cos sch's favourite performing arts cca, chi orchestra.
Well at least they broke the silver curse....
N wow studying had just become a killer...
Im dying in bio, chem, geog, el n chi....
WTH....
Dying here...
Band haiz i cant go bac there anymore cos i wearin braces liao~ on 27th tis month, just 5 days from now...
I will be goin to tan tock seng to attend my 1st dental appointment... N i heard the doctor is damn scary... *glup* die liao :(
but att least on sun i can sws to play... If i wan... blast!!!!
Hahas they yamaha custom trombone leh :(
When miss mok buying yamaha xeno for mfcb!!!!!!!!!????????????
If i like tat i'm gonna blackmail her liao... xpxo

Yea i notice tis few days the ppl i always talked to is shimin & tingwei...
Yilian? haiz... let her hav her time wif her frenz esp in class she talked to lili... Not even me n tingwei managed to talk to her...
Ah ma? Did not talk to her tis few days, n also nth to talk bout... idk y but yea i just guess tis few days r tiring enough for me... Fragile yea... but idk...
Sheryl? giv her time to go to her na frenz... anyways the clique except for her graduating.
Now im spending most of my time wif yixuan, orhji, trash n ch'ng yi they all...
Its really nice for a change, i miss them a lot esp chasing each other around, being sadistic n diabolical.
talkin bout movies songs n stuffs...
But yea maybe i nid some time away from the clique manners to concentrate on exams.
After o lvl chi then i figure out wat i wan to do wif the fragile things in the clique...
Its fragile alrite but we nid study first then clear everything out later...
I'm so tired... so tired... damn tired...

Mayflower concert band got sliver!!
Omg, we maintained our sliver! Again and Again by 2pm~
Yesterday during recess, someone dedicated tis song to the band n ah ma, sheryl n i were singing together wif it n saying mayflower get sliver again and again~ xpxp
*
Darn it hasn't hit me yet i'm now an ex senior of band.
Maybe i wont... But somehow i think im gonna cry again... I shall miss mfcb! n of cos my section n instrument! ;)
Speaking bout crying... Again ( y does tis always happened to me... -.-) I was the first person to cry AGAIN -,- I broke down after coming down the stairs at the foyer... -,-
Danse Diabolique... broke down immediately exiting the hall... -,-
N tis yr... now tis...
Wth -,-
Argh!
Anyways im happy but somehow i felt we should hav gotten a gold cos for taishan...
But judging bout the chij toa payoh n the time we spent practicing... erm...
Im just contented to hav sliver... Though i mind not having gotten gold...
:x
Ppl loved taishan including the judges! Tats wat i heard... But who cares! We did Mt. Taishan proud! XD We didn't ruined its honour at all!! XD
Singapore Flyer idk how did we manage to play the beginning fanfare but...
It has improved!!!
Erm for ur info, i still cannot tongue tat part properly even one hour before the competition.
So wat happened bac at the hall... Shall remain as a mystery... 0.0

Haiz... 5 more days to syf n after tat i can't touch my trombone anymore... No, no!!!
I can't believe life really flashes by us... One moment i'm in 2009 syf another moment i'm now goin towards 2011 syf... Reminiscing, tat day...
Yea, yea no one will ever let me forget tat i cried on tat day cos of a mistake...
Damn everyone remembered...
So yea i'm now hoping tat history does not repeat itself.... HOPE!
Believe it or not i had been imagining scenarios of mfcb... Getting gold/ silver/ bronze.
N even the scenario wher the announcer say mfss bronze then suddenly realises his/her mistake then announced we got gold... I can safely say i will cry my heart out. Nice rite? Its not being delusional, its just being optimistic...
Dammit, caught up at the fact tat i didn't see it comin at all...
When i when in sec 4 beginning of the yr, i thought bout o lvl syf etc but stepping down from band has never crossed my mind till yesterday's convo wif ah ma... haiz none of us can stay away from not playing instruments, main band practices wif mr tan. ;( tuba... trombone...
I honestly really feel like crying. Its so sad, i feel empty not goin to band wif mr tan in it n even worse without my trombone...
I had never felt like tat bac in amkp band... Idk?
Its damn.... don noe how to explain...