Jy ppl!
Tmr is our (real) judgement day.
P.s i said tat cos i remember during syf i wrote judgement day so yea i wan differentiate
Do ur best & hav confidence within urself (n me too)

Final hurdle!


T.T

Tis post is damn slow but yea.
Yes i hav finally graduated.
Yahoo~~
But it means o lvl is damn soon!!!!
Im stressed, but still im still distracted by too many things like computer, new animes comin up.
Oh hey.
Shakugan no shana season 3 is here!!! Yay!!!
But Yuji became evil -.-
Sry from here onwards is for tat series's fans like me XD ( N spoilers)
However from wat i had read from the light novel of shakugan no shana,
Be expected of more yuji n shana's together scenes!!!
Yuji chose Shana by the way xpxpxp
Yay!
N finally Shana really confesses to Yuji.
N u will never guess which nxt couple will come up.
Satou and Margery ( If im not wrong)
Woah i hope the J.C. Staff don spoil the anime ( by the way the light novel isnt finished.)
N now talkin bout studying mcq for sci is goin well but humanities...
Nth is goin in to my head except for history...
Well. Time to re-strategise again... -.-
Haiz...

Well if there's one thing i hav learnt from graduating.
Dont chase things tat r not worth it,
Wats the point?
Well tis tells me im an idiot.
I should stop doin tat.
Maybe its time to let go.
Without forgiveness... There's no hope.
So end it?
>.Well tis isnt a issue no longer.
Its time to move on towards studying more for o lvl -,-

N i actually agree wif khia meng's post about the truth n the lie :)
Don noe?
Check fb.

Life Just got harder with o level just on the horizon.
Its the time for stress and really stick ur butt on the chairs.
Studying and gettin gd results suddenly means ur life to u.
Without it ur better of as nth in this now fast paced world.
Lose out to competitors, or be the victor.
Tats the way tis whole 'globalised' world runs.
N nth else to it...
Ironic?

Update again :)

Hahahaha...

Actually there's really nth to laugh about.

My prelim results sucks.

Haiz although never fail but yea...

My sciences drop like crazy... I cried in bio lesson...

My bio dropped!!!! Although i passed... Even Celia also depressed like me...

Felt like cutting it... But its not goin to be worth it.

But somehow, when at the vice & Principal's lecture...

I almost wif my fingernails...

Reality is harsh...

N matter how much i improve its never gd...

My sci, humanities, language, maths...

I really flunked them.

Yea, now goin through a depression state...

No matter how much i smile.. laugh.. smth else.

I feel damn depressed...

No motivation, no nth...

Its just me & my thoughts..

But despite tat. Im never goin to giv up.

My aim... To go to Singapore poly's biomedical course wif L1R4 of 8...

Die... die must go for it!

& yea just found out smth...

Its never gd to assume... But cos of it, I don think i should confront it anymore.

Assuming others makes u guilty & hurtful but ppl assuming u...

Tat hurts... A lot...

Its over until someone or smth steps out to be confronted & of cos its not me.

I stand by my decisions when Im rite n tis time is damn rite...

Being disappointed is a different matter.

In tis case... Its a matter of judgement, forgiveness and... sometimes the best thing is ignorance is bliss.

"Goodbye..."

Seems like a gd word for tis. Isn't it?

Drip, drip, drip...

hi blog~
Its a freaking long time since i posted anything xp
But ok now Im bac! (I will be updating again after o lvl which is around 2 months)
OK!
First to say... YEA! I HAV FINALLY PASSED MY CHI FOR THE PAST 2 YRS!
N i passed my ABRSM exams too!!!!
Although i only got a feaking pass for it... ( Tat's wat u get for wearin jeans to play a guitar... It keeps sliding off!!! ><)
N yea of cos i cried for my chi. I was hoping for a B4 IS TAT SO HARD TO GET!
I GOT C5!!!
N yea!! My oral got merit XD
Thanks to all of my friends who comforted me when i cried.
I love u guys!
Best Friends!!! <3
N YEA LOLS my o lvl EL oral was ok...
I guess..
N for once thx, i have let go of u...
I would always remember u but i'll try my best to erase them :)
Life is hard but im going to strive forward!
GO GO PRELIMS!!!!
JY my friends :)
I miss band a lot...
I miss playing trombone enormously!!
I miss it!!!
So much...
Its like a heartbreaking ache tat cannot be cured.
Don worry I'll be bac~
Trombone!! xp

Stress...
Stress...
HAIZ!
Life isnt gonna be easy from now on but its gonna be worth it.
XD
:(
JY!
N IM SO SCREWED FOR CHI ORAL & GUITAR EXAMS.
Nxt month take bac results...
NO!!!!

Stressed out...
Tats all i can say of my life starting from term 3...
Going crazy seems to be quite inevitable...
Y all major things r happening at July??
Guitar exam... O lvl chi... Weekly tests... Writing testimonial...
ETC!
Wth...
But there's one gd news is tat im proud of howjin.
I don regret putting him on 1st trombone xp
He's trying his best.
N tat keeps on trying!
His playing has improved especially in monmouth overture :)
I feel very touched!!!
Tears comin to my eyes now.
His attitude was way better than my in sec 2...
I let depression overcome me... But he didnt let his.
For tat im really proud of him.
N i dont regret havin a junior like him n also i dont regret placing him in 1st trombone. XD
A life lesson learned...
never give up even during depression!