Yay~ I'm finally updating my blog.

On hiatus from it too long :)

So now I'm having holidays and this holiday is more special :)

I get to hang out with my old friends especially Crystal, Chee Han, Yi Lian, Shi Min and Ting Wei. XDXD

And this holidays is special cos I'm joining new activities like laser tag and jogging.

Just today, I went for badminton with Amelia and they all! :) Super fun and hilarious ><

Especially with Amelia and Shi Min trolling Chee Han during the whole session :)

Ting Wei came along and its so nice to see her again :)

Hmm... This holiday like always is a prefect opportunity to catch up to all the animes I had missed XD

Anime & Manga^^~

And also to play Pokemon XDXD

Talking about badminton reminds me of Jaejoong :)

He plays badminton, but he's not good in it. HAHAHAHAS!

Laughing at my bias but oh well~~~~

Oh yea laser tag is fun!!! I wanna play it again XDXD

Hahas long time never blog le.

Sian poly life sucks and sucks even more than my Sec 4 times.

-.-

Anyways I'm now writing on my poly life...

N complaining bout it...

Especially my poly friends.

Don't get me wrong, they are very nice. & I like them a lot but...

Sometimes I feel like a outcast whenever we group talk...

And it doesn't makes things better when I have friends from other clique like Vincent and Joey.

& I can communicate better with them. 

Amelia also told me once I had change. I still am a chatterbox now but now because of them I re-learning to bottle up my feelings.

I can't speak out... You understand my words here? Cos I don't know how to explain it.

They too. Never talk about what they don't like. Well except for our classmates. They don't like Vincent. They never talk about what they feel. Always silent. And very isolated from the class. Too isolated, I don't like it. I have friends there, you know. & sometimes I will tell them I need to do something just to escape from reality and avoid them. Nowadays I don't really hang out much with them. & I'm sure they notice it, well it's kinda obvious. I'm just surprised that they never confront it with me. 

Sometimes back then when I disappear from them, I would get calls  or messages. But it changed. That day, they never bother telling me that maths revision lecture started or where am I. So pissed off and hurt. But that changed to numbess. I told both Amelia & Vincent. They comforted me. Vincent understood so he made sure the next lecture on that day, he sat in between me & them. He saw that I was really pissed with them. So angry to the point I did not speak to them for the whole day, well more like ignoring their existence. Wait, except for Atiqa... I click well with her but we're not that close. & on that day she didn't come to school.

After a few weeks of hanging out with Vincent and Joey, I feel like I'm in a clique. They can understand me better than my so called poly clique I'm in. 

Now we frequently hang out with each other and whenever I come to them, they know it's cos I feel out again or left out by them in their conversation.

Going home with Vincent and Amelia ( depends on our schedule) together has become my daily routine

I feel that i'm just there for numbers sake not friends sake anymore. I can't communicate with them, now much worse... I feel that as though they don't acknowledge I'm there. ( sometimes only) Okay who am I kidding. I feel that now almost every time. Not that they purposely do it to me but I feel that it's majorly cos of our lack of common topic. I nowadays don't even chat with them. Except for Atiqa but if we are together then yea....

Just yesterday, I deliberately after my jap discussions with my group ( supposed to join my poly friends after that) but I went with Joey... Then i told her about my conflicted feelings, thank goodness she understands. She gave me a sad nod. Which was to me very encouraging as someone understands my feelings. Amelia too, as she's now having friendship problems. 

I don't know, I also don't want to think about it yet. Hahas trying to escape from reality here.

& I'm planning to have it this way until I can figure something out.

Yes I'm finally updating :)

Hahas just read Ah Ma's post and one of her posts was on me highlighting my hair.

Hahas yeap! I did :) For the fun of it though...

Okay wait that's not my intention though, eh what I wanted to say was that she mentioned that I had not updated for a long time.

Well firstly, My term test results:

Cell Biology: A

Human Anatomy and Physiology: A

Basic Microbiology: A

Mathematics and Stat 2: D+

CSAS: C+

Japanese Language and Culture: B

Haiz, my maths :(

Well at least Ah Ma offering me tuition for it xp

And I just went to SWS with Ah Ma and Ah Gong XD

It was fun :):) Except that halfway when Mr Ho conducted... Chiao Wen started to crack up. Not only her, the whole trumpet section too. O.o  

Well for me I'm stunned to the max. 

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Anyways I'm buying Jaejoong's solo album^^ Woohoo~ Jaejoong's song, one kiss. Its amazing. No words to describe it. Especially the angst feelings in his lyrics and voice. Oh gosh, the 'emoshinki' song as Ah Ma would place it....

:(

The holidays are here and I'm officially bored....

Haiz but who cares! I'm pokemoning here and there. My Sumarott defeated the whole Alder's pokemon team^^ Hoots!!!!!!!!!

Omg. He's ( Eto, Sumimasen... I don't know the gender.) like my Empoleon and Swampert :)

Wahaha~~~ Omg I'm like fangirling here.

Ok enough bout pokemon... :(

Now I'm currently raving about Kingdom hearts, its a game from square enix. N I love the music and story plot.

Here's one, and its my personal favourite...

Its melody is sad... Makes you wanna cry when you delve into the story behind this character, Ventus. A noble sacrifice for his friends and now his heart is currently with another protagonist, Sora. Whom also did a noble sacrifice for his friends... But none of them died if that worried you....

Do desu ka? Mina-san^^ (How's it, everyone?)

Wait at the same time I'm fangirling at Jaejoong XDXD

Im back :)

Just finished my term tests today ;)

Hahas not gonna comment on them cos majority of my modules are bio ones and if I say "I will fail" or smth like that. Ah Ma will come and kill me.

Im gonna catch on my sleep^^ And lols I need to go sign up for a new CDS again... -.-

Maybe I shall take Italian language XDXD 

I wanted to take French but Ah Ma told me to reconsider it... N seriously the language maybe harder but its nth compared to Japanese language workload T.T

Haiz I shall look up at the CDS offered to me next semester first ba. N i heard some people want to take Mandarin language -.- Since that is their mother tongue language and it will give them the advantage... But I have a feeling that temasek poly will make their lives difficult. -.- The school ain't stupid u know....

Ja! Sayonara~ Mina-san XD

Hey!

I just recently had my mini oral presentation this morning.

And thank the Good Lord for blessing me to do well for my oral presentation. Amen!

My group's oral presentation was 11 mins, kinda short if you ask me cos the maximium time is 15 mins.

And it was thanks to me, I spoke too fast ( Tingwei~ Your fault~!)

Haiz but at least I made my whole class laugh cos I asked a somewhat troll qn and it was supposed to annoy my friend but somehow the teacher said I 'engage with the audience". Also she said I had a lot of tone variety which is totally crap cause my speech was a spontaneous speech. Why? Cause when it went in to my turn to present, my mind went blank and I started crapping~~~~ I don't even remember what I said -.-

Lols.

And just now I rushed through my creative writing essay and I finally finished it!! YAHOO~~~

Hahas if got time I will let Ah ma beta it. Cos my english sucks. Yeap.

I don't even know how I end up in that class. Oh right, I chose it -.-

And Ah ma! i LOVE Jaejoong. I love DBSK songs especially Mirotic, Hug, Bolero and Why did I fall in love with you. JYJ too is nice like Empty, 9, W and Ayyy girl. TZXQ now I like humanoid, Before you go and Catch me.

Im FINALLY BLOGGING!!!

Lols.

Hahas, I MIA so long. Even Ah Ma complain I never update le.

Well to start off, a VERY late post in reply back to Ah Ma's post bout her birthday letter I wrote to her.

"Thanks :) N seriously Ah Ma stop degrading urself... You seriously can do it!

Imagine Changmin, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Yunho and Junsu are behind you, supporting you along the way besides of course your friends XD"

See I even went through the trouble to remember their name ^^

Oh yea FYI I kinda like Yoochun after watching his drama "Rooftop Prince".

Then blog about my life...

Stress... Tests.... Presentation....

Sian...

But can't be compared to Ah Ma one.

And my friendship troubles haiz I just realized that I'm trying to run away from it.

Like I told Vincent I don't care le.

I love Pei Sian and See Ying (as friends of cos)

But the other two...

Atiqa, I'm closer to her then I'm to Clarissa.

I just realized I don't have a topic in common with Clarissa.

Sian right?

And now off with the negative issues.

I just watched Breaking Dawn Part 2! XD

Hahas I of course won't spoil you guys (to whoever is reading my blog cos my blog is open)

It's really nice. Very different from the rest of the twilight movies.

There is a lot of twists and turns in the stories...

Don't forget the action~~~~~

Lols yet again I closed my eyes for the kissing scenes.... Not to mention the sex scenes.

Too private and too much chemistry.... Oh gosh, I had to even ask Ch'ng Yi to tell me when the scenes ended -.- ( BTW I watched with Yixuan and Ch'ng Yi)

To sum it up. I loved it. I want to watch again^^

I don't mind spending $10-$12 again!!!!

Wahaha.

I'm Team Edward ( not so much now though, my heart still has anime and their characters, final fantasy characters and pokemon to make space for^^)

I like (admire) Robert Pattinson. :)

Taylor Lautner too. Wait Kristen Stewart too.

Lols, I wanted to cry when the movie ended.

Hell I almost cried when Harry Potter ended its last film.

I almost cried for Fred Wesley and Dobby.

N yes this is my current classmates ^^

I love my class despite all its dramas...

:X