The holidays are here and I'm officially bored....

Haiz but who cares! I'm pokemoning here and there. My Sumarott defeated the whole Alder's pokemon team^^ Hoots!!!!!!!!!

Omg. He's ( Eto, Sumimasen... I don't know the gender.) like my Empoleon and Swampert :)

Wahaha~~~ Omg I'm like fangirling here.

Ok enough bout pokemon... :(

Now I'm currently raving about Kingdom hearts, its a game from square enix. N I love the music and story plot.

Here's one, and its my personal favourite...

Its melody is sad... Makes you wanna cry when you delve into the story behind this character, Ventus. A noble sacrifice for his friends and now his heart is currently with another protagonist, Sora. Whom also did a noble sacrifice for his friends... But none of them died if that worried you....

Do desu ka? Mina-san^^ (How's it, everyone?)

Wait at the same time I'm fangirling at Jaejoong XDXD

Im back :)

Just finished my term tests today ;)

Hahas not gonna comment on them cos majority of my modules are bio ones and if I say "I will fail" or smth like that. Ah Ma will come and kill me.

Im gonna catch on my sleep^^ And lols I need to go sign up for a new CDS again... -.-

Maybe I shall take Italian language XDXD 

I wanted to take French but Ah Ma told me to reconsider it... N seriously the language maybe harder but its nth compared to Japanese language workload T.T

Haiz I shall look up at the CDS offered to me next semester first ba. N i heard some people want to take Mandarin language -.- Since that is their mother tongue language and it will give them the advantage... But I have a feeling that temasek poly will make their lives difficult. -.- The school ain't stupid u know....

Ja! Sayonara~ Mina-san XD

Hey!

I just recently had my mini oral presentation this morning.

And thank the Good Lord for blessing me to do well for my oral presentation. Amen!

My group's oral presentation was 11 mins, kinda short if you ask me cos the maximium time is 15 mins.

And it was thanks to me, I spoke too fast ( Tingwei~ Your fault~!)

Haiz but at least I made my whole class laugh cos I asked a somewhat troll qn and it was supposed to annoy my friend but somehow the teacher said I 'engage with the audience". Also she said I had a lot of tone variety which is totally crap cause my speech was a spontaneous speech. Why? Cause when it went in to my turn to present, my mind went blank and I started crapping~~~~ I don't even remember what I said -.-

Lols.

And just now I rushed through my creative writing essay and I finally finished it!! YAHOO~~~

Hahas if got time I will let Ah ma beta it. Cos my english sucks. Yeap.

I don't even know how I end up in that class. Oh right, I chose it -.-

And Ah ma! i LOVE Jaejoong. I love DBSK songs especially Mirotic, Hug, Bolero and Why did I fall in love with you. JYJ too is nice like Empty, 9, W and Ayyy girl. TZXQ now I like humanoid, Before you go and Catch me.

Im FINALLY BLOGGING!!!

Lols.

Hahas, I MIA so long. Even Ah Ma complain I never update le.

Well to start off, a VERY late post in reply back to Ah Ma's post bout her birthday letter I wrote to her.

"Thanks :) N seriously Ah Ma stop degrading urself... You seriously can do it!

Imagine Changmin, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Yunho and Junsu are behind you, supporting you along the way besides of course your friends XD"

See I even went through the trouble to remember their name ^^

Oh yea FYI I kinda like Yoochun after watching his drama "Rooftop Prince".

Then blog about my life...

Stress... Tests.... Presentation....

Sian...

But can't be compared to Ah Ma one.

And my friendship troubles haiz I just realized that I'm trying to run away from it.

Like I told Vincent I don't care le.

I love Pei Sian and See Ying (as friends of cos)

But the other two...

Atiqa, I'm closer to her then I'm to Clarissa.

I just realized I don't have a topic in common with Clarissa.

Sian right?

And now off with the negative issues.

I just watched Breaking Dawn Part 2! XD

Hahas I of course won't spoil you guys (to whoever is reading my blog cos my blog is open)

It's really nice. Very different from the rest of the twilight movies.

There is a lot of twists and turns in the stories...

Don't forget the action~~~~~

Lols yet again I closed my eyes for the kissing scenes.... Not to mention the sex scenes.

Too private and too much chemistry.... Oh gosh, I had to even ask Ch'ng Yi to tell me when the scenes ended -.- ( BTW I watched with Yixuan and Ch'ng Yi)

To sum it up. I loved it. I want to watch again^^

I don't mind spending $10-$12 again!!!!

Wahaha.

I'm Team Edward ( not so much now though, my heart still has anime and their characters, final fantasy characters and pokemon to make space for^^)

I like (admire) Robert Pattinson. :)

Taylor Lautner too. Wait Kristen Stewart too.

Lols, I wanted to cry when the movie ended.

Hell I almost cried when Harry Potter ended its last film.

I almost cried for Fred Wesley and Dobby.

N yes this is my current classmates ^^

I love my class despite all its dramas...

:X

Hi.

A few days ago, I went out happily shopping with Ch'ng Yi and Yixuan at Orchard.

P.S. Don't dare mention this to Ting Wei cos the last time I went with her and the others to Orchard. I wasn't enthuse :X 

That had to be the first time I shopped at Orchard Road for clothes and I never complained >.<

Hahas we shopped at forever21 first to buy Ch'ng Yi's shirt. And went over to H&M.

Damn the prices.... (whatever words you like to use)

Lunch was fantastic. We ate at Seoul Garden hotpot, they offered student meals :) hahas made me feel like a secondary school student again with all those discounts.

The diner kept playing k-pop songs and Ch'ng Yi was damn ecstatic whenever Infinite songs came out. Hahas, although I'm not a k-pop fan but I can still chat with them about the topic.

Mostly what I talked about is TVXQ hahas, I'm sure u can guess y...

Drum roll.....

Ah Ma Choo.

Yeap its cos of her alright!!!! XD

Influencing me with them.

One topic I can remember most clearly is that I said Changmin (I hope i got his name spelling correct.) sings high pitch parts.

Hahas thanks to ah ma I know about this stuffs.

Being with them made me realise one thing that ah ma had said.

Being with your sec friends you can really connect to them unlike my poly friends. But I'm not comparing them. I love them the way they are despite the problems.

We even stopped midway squealing to watch the trailer for breaking dawn part 2 at one of the building's big screen.

Hahas we're so hyped up to watch the movie! XD

We went back to forever21 and shopped there for 3 hrs straight.

I bought a shirt for $29

HAHAS XD

My first purchase without my mum beside me xp

Cos I have no confidence in myself at all xp

I shld really ask Tingwei out to go shopping with me at Orchard :)

I wanna go back to forever21!!! XD

I love it.

Haiz kinda sian now.

Now reading books I had long forgotten.

:)

Who wanna go ice-skating with me?? ><

I'm back from Taiwan!!! XD

Gosh its an amazing country..

Beautiful scenery.

Good services.

Kinda bland foods though...

A shopping paradise.

HEEHEE

Most of the stuff they brought was mine xp

Teehee~~~

Clothes, shoes, souvenirs for my friends and an umbrella.

Hahas.

Went to so many places like the national palace museum.

The artifacts shown there are taken from China's forbidden palace.

The Chinese people back then shipped off the artifacts to Taiwan to prevent the war between the Japanese and Chinese from destroying them.

The jades are amazing.

My family and I went to Jiufen.

Its a small but bustling town located high up on the mountain.

Hahas its amazing.

There are many shops there.

The view of course it's amazing.

My hotel looked nice too.

Its interior its gold-ish ><

Very nice.

Of course We went to the famous Shilin Night Market.

Damn its cheap and very crowded there.

I brought most of my things there XD

The food... -.-

Except for the Mee Sua. Its very delicious.

Anyone going Taipei, must go shilin night market, its only a few MRT stops from Taipei.

Oh yea i sat on Taiwan's bullet train. Its got to be the most smoothest ride ever despite its speed.

When in the carriage, u don't feel anything.

But when you are outside especially when the bullet train passes ur stop...

Its super duper fast. I'm not exaggerating at all.

Hahas how are your holidays people? Fun?

Hi~

LOLS. Now the holidays n I'm not spending time wif my friends at all.

Ok! I decided after I come back from Taiwan.

I'm gonna call up Mushroom & the others :)

Let's go out!!!!

N if tmr can I maybe will ask Ting Wei out, hahas.

Yeap we're not close at all.

N it's gonna be awkward.

But i have to try my best to repair friendships I cut off in Sec Sch.

Like Ah Ma said, "You must spent time together to develop feelings which will lead to friendship."

I placed the strike to show which are my own words.

XD

Hahas, I owed her an apology, even if she does not know it.

Well, I'm a coward like I admitted to Ah Ma.

I'm scared of friendships because of these reasons like trying to repair friendships which might end up the other party being annoyed or hating you.

I hope I have the courage to do so.

I wanted to plan an outing that the whole 'clique' ( not sure I'm fit to use the word )

can go ice-skating or bowling.

But hahas.

Alas, I chickened out :(

It takes time, you know to build up my courage to mend broken friendships.

Like Ting Wei & Shi Min.

Oh yea, I owe Shi MIn an apology and an explanation too.

Don't hate me but yea,

I'm a coward.

Well I will try my best.

Although my best will not be enough for them.

So yea...

An advanced apology to them when I fail. (I don't have confidence in myself to know whether     

I will succeed or not) 

"I'm really sorry."

But you know...

Do you think it's worth their time for me to mend things with them?

If they want to have nothing to do with me, I can accept.

After all it was my fault despite the reasons / excuses (you may call it)

For Yilian I see hope...

Hope that we all can talk to each other like before we went on our separate paths :)

I no longer think it's a wishful thinking....

I see nothing despite the scene in front of me.

I feel out of here.

I hear yet nothing goes in. 

But tomorrow...

I see the whole scene in front of me.

Embracing the feelings it gave.

Hearing the laughter it produced.

Thanks for listening and giving you're thoughts about the whole thing.

I no longer feel out.

I begin to understand.

Felt better.

But I don't know..

I don't want to know.

.

.

.

Will I?

I don't know.

Don't feel like it.

Dark thoughts but it is reality.

Will I ever touch it?

Will I even let go of it?

Please.

Go away.

I don't want anymore.

Hi! Im finally posting at my now kinda dead blog. ^^

Hahas, first thing people will say when they're trying to post after a long hiatus is to announce: "How's life?"

But i dont care bout tat one. Instead im gonna complain bout my life...

Eh... Maybe not only bout my life but... U guys get the memo rite?

Firstly YAY MY EXAMS R DONE!!!

Secondly, Crap! Im so screwed for mstat1.

Thirdly, Who wants souvenirs?

Well, my life is being generally ok to me except for maths n pipc (inorganic chem)

They suck!

Lols

After doing those papers, my mood dampened...

Well, they r over. But i kinda feel destroyed by it. Ya know.

Poly life is so not slack.

Bmlc (Biomolecules) which is considered a basic foundation knowledge in cell bio.

Its content ah!!!!

Damn difficult to remember all!!! Ah ma, ur obc sounds easy compared to bmlc -.-

Nxt sem all bio, except tat i got one maths module in it. Just dont give me log, integration and differentiation can le. And also laws of transgression too!!!

Stupid... They expect us to squeeze in 2 yrs of a maths into 4 months of mstat1.

Yea la i noe a few chap only. But at least o lvl, they have 2 yrs of prac. We eh? Less than 4 mnths!

HAIZ!!!!

Well no use complaining...

=/

Grr...

Life sucks. But as Mr Tan always said: "Life goes on~".

U noe, as much as i hate the phrase's truth. We have to face reality. ><

Hahas... :) The irony of life.

And ah ma, one of ur post, Well ur not alone. Cheer up.

U taught me quite a lot of things. Friendship is smth tat is always the hard to maintain especially true friends.

If u still can talk to them like last time. A proof of friendship tat still remains.

No one noe the ans to the problems facing friendship. 

Wat we can hope is whether we choose the correct choice.

 Also, tell ur parents ur feelings, let them noe. An analogy: My parents supported my decision to join band in mfss, when i told them my conflicting feelings towards joining band. They understood what i wanted, and they supported my choice.

Idk whether if u got tell them but well tis is my advice to u.

Hahas but its hard to open up to them. And its also hard to make them understand.

My parents too, but they still support my decision cos its wat I want. Its my choice, not anyone else's.

Good luck! =D

Nth to say except that maths sucks.

Today mstat lecture was hell. Wth i don noe tat part of differentiation -.-

Lols.

Stupid oc1 i van always never score well for it -.-

:( SAD LIFE!

Haiz life's saddening.

Well at least at home my mian bao is screaming about playing angry birds ^^

HAHAS i remember the gd times just looking at this photo.

Actually not just tat, bad times too. Tears & sweat to make it to syf.

N finally getting a silver from it><

Dedicated to Yilian & Howjin :)

Amelia here's yours

So how? What do u think?
This pic is dedicated to u! :)

Hi.

Hahas my blog post like ah ma is also bout my term test ><

So here goes:

Human and anatomy: 45/50

Mathematics and statistics 1: 29/50

Organic Chemistry 1: 28/50

Biomolecules: 45/50

Principles of inorganic and physical chemistry: 39.5/50

Hahas half of them look nice. But the other half not at all. 

So yea, I promised ah ma i will not complain bout hap, pipc and bmlc.

Actually bmlc is cos i told her i forgot how to spell cholesterol. End up get correct XD

Oops~

Yea my organic chem sucks together wif my maths.

My maths is the best. Doing differentiation... "Shit! Forget how to do chain rule!'

So yea pretty pathetic :(

Organic chem is all careless mistakes -.- Damn...

Ok enough bout my results.

Poly life is tiring but yea its fun. Especially wif my coursemates.

XD

Hahas today went out wif ah ma to study and lets just say cardiovascular system sucks. 

Well at least its productive. 

Oh i forgot to say. I hav changed my blog skin.. I would like to blog bout my poly life but i will leave tat for tmr ba^^

Only thing i would comment on my life now.

Whoever said tat poly life is slacky... Shit u la. Ppl reading my blog n tis post.

Don't believe tis shit. Poly life maybe fun. But its now sucky n i'm only in yr 1.

Just look at me n ah ma. Do we look slacky? No.

Oh yea, my cross disciplinary subjects i choose is

1. Japanese Language

2. Introduction to psychology

3. Basic financial accounting

4. Introductory Economics

5. Italian language

Yep! Surprising is it? If i get in to my 2nd choice... Let's just say haiz ><

These subjects r compulsory in many polys as if u wan graduate from poly... These subjects r a must.

Hey~ I'M BACK!~ from a long hiatus consisting of poly life. Which translates to no life.

I just survived exams and frankly i don wanna see my marks. Screw logarithms~ ><

U suck. Period. N if Ah Ma gonna keep flaunting she no need study logarithms on my face. She's screwed.

Yes i'm threatening her here~ XD

Yeap, although i admit. Its fun celebrating Yilian's & Tingwei's birthday. Ok I shall say rabbit's bdae first then tingwei's.

Yilian, out of all times i have celebrated my friends birthday. Urs was the most surprising and touching one. Ur face is totally priceless. 0.0 

N u cried while eating the cake. My gosh, I thought tat the party was not to ur liking at all. Or ur even disappointed.

For the first 10 mins... U no reaction, a silent rabbit... But after tat u started hugging us. N as much i luv ur hug... It hurts... U bashed ur torso on me... Even i got a cushion it still hurts. Ouch.

Hahas the video is hilarious cos u tried to hug the camera 'man' & she ran for her lfe from u.

I <3 u rabbit~~ ^^

Now tingwei... Eh, shit. I just realised i missed her major part of the celebration. But to my biomolecules test -.- (Lols i forgot how to spell cholesterol, nice one rite?) N cos of it my brain's biomolecules failed me. N my mood plummeted.

But at least i when wif ah ma, her & yilian to orchard to do some window shopping. The prices there r beautiful~~~.

It was fun, despite ah ma being the 'ah ma' she is must find somewhere to rest her tired legs.

Teehee~

Later we met up wif shimin. N went to take lots of pics.

Went to amk hub... To watch madagascar, But like i said my mood plummeted. N i was in no mood to watch movie. So i left early. Sry~ Tingwei. 

Tingwei's bdae was very amusing especially, at the mrt.

Lols i just realise tat for rabbit's birthday, i described a lot of stuffs but birdy don't hav.

Sry~ Birdy, i wasn't in a very celebration mood after my brain stopped functioning due to the loss of biomolecules after the test. ><

Hi. Damn long time never update blog le ^^

Ah ma keeps nagging me to do so but i always forget.

Hahahas

Poly life is generally fun. But seriously now stress liao.

Poly is not stress-free! NEVER BELIEVE THAT!

U study like a supercomputer. One wk one topic. Not to mention, its a big chunk topic. Ur seriously expected to noe each topic in one wk n then got test -.-

N also poly takes up a lot of $$. First wk i hav to spend bout $40 bucks on necessary not including ur food -.-

Crap.

I now nid save $$ le :(

So stressful.

Hahas i made many new friends in class. N i cutt my hair XD

My class is enthu and they r very nice and friendly.

I love A12G2 XD

I from biomedical sci in case if u forget le.

Thus it means many competition in it.

Yeap... Another stress wave comin in :(

N in poly its hard to go out wif ur sec friends, classes n breaks alwways clash together.

Can u believe it, although i n ah ma from same sch. We only saw each other 2-3 times per wk.

-.- Ziyan too.

My ntuc friends even worse. Everything clash wif each other.

Man its hard.

Yes I'm back!

Hahas yea as u guys must have heard Ah ma & me hav been collaborating to write love stories~ So yea, do support us~ :)

N also this morning I went back to mfss for band camp. Well lets just say its boring cos we're quite restricted ( ex seniors) but other than tat its a good time to talk to my juniors. N yea How Jin improve a lot :) Even Wadariah commented tat he plays better than I ever did. Hahas although that statement irked me, it gave me this overwhelming sense of relief and gladness. That I didn't fail as an ex trombone section leader :)

The only problem... Is that his playing skills are starting to be like Choon Hiang... No offense to him, sorry... He's a damn good player though last i heard his playing.

But yeah, its supposedly a good thing but its weird that now mfcb has a brassy trombone sound. No pural though :p

Well tmr I'm off to mfcb again ><

Im bac again! Nowadays im quite busy wif work xp

Strangely now im listening to sad music ><

Wonder wat happened to my music taste -.-

Nth really eventful happened other than goin out wif tian kai they all. Relieving all our childhood memories by playing the see-saw and swing XD I hav my childhood bac!

Its amazing, i laughed so happily and the its really the most fun i had in a while excluding time wif ah ma. I miss feeling no stress like wat i was in sec 1-2 and in pri sch~ I don wan to think bout my future~

Yet...

*

Laughter bubbled through my throat, as I swung up and down on the swing. Exhilarating thoughts filled my mind, but somehow it came with sadness. Pain.

My memories, thought to be washed away by the currents of time, came back in full force. Haunting chocolate brown eyes filled with happiness forever enveloping me in its embrace.

A wistful sigh escaped me...

I can't... No! I don't wan! To say goodbye...

"The promised land was just too tempting isn't it?"

The question floated silently in the air unanswered.

Silent tears flowed down my face.

"Why can't you give yourself and me more time? Why? Answer me!" I screamed into the air.

( Ah ma, i think too long help me edit ah :p)

I'm bac!

Hahas i'm gonna change my job to ah ma tat job liao :)

Hahas im gonna miss my ntuc friends especially shun ning and boon jie. Well mostly when they bicker though xp they make a cute couple although it would never happen.

I don regret working there & cos of i met amazing friends there XD

I will of cos miss the aunties there though not the vegetables ones n jennifer pms one she... Lols...

I went bac band today n i found out i hav 6 juniors... Yes, ah ma. I'm damn happy but how in the world how jin one person can teach 6 juniors?! I can ah but my off day may not even be on fri, how to teach?!

@.@!

Howjin is bout to suffer liao. N omg amk pri junior trombone watsmore ><

Well i don noe her & she don noe me... Although she remember lei shiong they all... My juniors or i should say ex juniors... -.- Only one thing to say bout them they made sectionals very 'lively' & 'interesting'. I wont explain cos its a secret n its a some sort of tradition in amk pri trombone section :) Not even the conductor, Mr Yea noe bout it :p Only the section members noe although we were too loud, others could hear ><

Not so much of a secret liao :)

Im back~~~

Hahas my life finally has return to its mundane pace :)

No more ots and stuff like tat.

Im frankly disappointed wif my posting results but oh well.

Hahas just waiting to see how my appeal will work out.

I officially love ice-skating. Its so fun. I went wif my friends from ntuc.

Shun Ning, Tiankai, and Yee Xuan. Oh gosh it was so much fun. Hahas but its damn painful >< Later i found out i got a injury -.-

Well if i hav a chance i would do it again!

Ice-skating is like cycling. Now tat i realised it. So yea, i'm gonna improve so tat i can skate flawlessly~~ XD

N the cost is not very ex at all :)

Nxt time Theresa will be dragged along wif us for skating!

N Ah ma i'm, glad tat ur feeling fine. Keep on being positive. God will bless & watch over ur grandma. Also u & ur family too :)

Hiya~ Life is so damn busy now for me... But oh well, $$~~~

Hmm, everyone's now talkin bout their choices, and some made very surprising choices...

Well here goes: ( of cos order is first to twelve choice)

Sg poly biomedical

Ngee ann poly biomedical

Sg poly biotechnology

Ngee ann biotechnology

Ngee ann poly Pharmacy sci

Banking & finance ngee ann poly

Banking & finance sg poly

Accountancy sg poly

Accountancy ngee ann poly

Veterinary bioscience ngee ann poly

Applied chemistry wif pharmaceutical science sg poly

International buisness ngee ann poly

XD

I hope to go to ngee ann poly~!

Lols choosing poly or jc is a headache. I think its even worse than sitting & getting result for ur o lvl.

Hmm... My choices surprised everyone. Im goin to poly :)

N i'm not regretting it.

In fact although a little uneasy. But its gonna be exciting!

Hahas now work is getting less boring. Today walked bac home wif Tian Kai & we're talkin bout uni. Lols i kept hitting him... Idiot he can go Nanyang jc... :( Hahas. Well, maybe i'm starting not to be so anti-social anymore. & he's rite. Im tired of those dramas. Its time for a change in perspective & character. Haiz now suffering wif long hours at work. 9am to 5pm -.-

Crap... At least my pay will be more~ ><

Late updating again~

I got bac my results & haiz & yay!

When i went to Mr Chng for my results, i looked anxiously at him. He gave me a small smile saying tat its ok ( meaning my result)

So instead of looking at my aggregate score, i looked at my grades. Humanities was unexpected but i'm damn happy. A1 for comb hum n A2 for pure geog.

But sci is a whole diff story. I cried once i saw them. Disappointment. Instead of goin bac to my seat. I went to Vernice, & she's an amazing friend & comforter. Emmeline too. Even Brenda. Thx guys~

Afterwards, i went to trash they all. Ch'ng yi looked so upset tat i had to giv her a hug to comfort her. Yixuan... The only thing i could do is hold her comfortingly... But im happy tat she's fine now :) Yilian u too. I noe u can do it! :) U still hav a future in front of u. U can still get gd results ;) Shimin too.

I hav friends who do well like theresa 9 pointer~ L1R5... N friends who didnt like Wen Jie & Shunning. But to me they alrdy hav done their best. Tats nth to be disappointed bout. Even i recovered from it. But i still owe Mdn Ng an apology. Im sry i couldn't giv her a distinction. Hahas again the feeling of being a failure came to my mind. For her tis time, Im gonna score very well in poly if i can get the course i wan...

Hahas finally a chance to update!

Oh well, tis wk has been fun. I made friends at work ;)

Went out on a dinner cum reunion wif Sheryl & Chee Han. Of cos history repeats itself, Ah gong paid for Sheryl's meal. But omg thx to Sheryl's suggestions we spent more than $75 on one dinner. Although the chocolate choke is a chocolate heaven for me! Hahas, Sheryl half of the time got left out cos i n ah gong started talkin bout final fantasy XD Well... We got at least talk bout angels n demons the bk rite, Sheryl? ;)

Hahas ah ma was in agony serving ah gong his drinks xp

Poor Ah ma :) Oh btw saw the photos u took wif tingwei. Both of u looked fun in it :) Although long time never see tingwei's face :x

It was a very fun dinner wif them! Especially wif Stephanie & Ah ma there.

Hahas I admit i miss ah gong~ ( ah ma don't take it wrongly.)

Work is fun when u hav friends especially when u gl the guys there XD