Long time since i had posted anything in my blog...
Kinda of lying there dead X.X
Sry blog~
Tis march holiday, was tiring but i enjoy playing trombone~ <3
Hahas, maybe its cos i gonna step down soon tats y i feel tat way.
Anyways in response to ah ma's post on sheryl.
I noe shimin n tingwei must not be happy wif my decision.
Yea i noe, im quite indecisive.
I can't follow smth through the end n end up my frens get dragged along wif it.
Stupid me.
N when amelia told the whole clique she forgave sheryl. I felt like a burden on me was being released.
At least im not the only who felt tat way.
When shimin first told me bout tat incident, i was so damn mad at sheryl. Cannot forgive her nor talk even think bout her.
N then came common test, i bury all my attention onto studying but somehow sheryl kept creeping bac to my mind.
N soon common test passed, i unwillingly thought of sheryl n suddenly i realised deep inside of me, i had alrdy forgiven her. Not to mention bout the fact she was the first person to welcome me, the first best friend in there.
N all of tis just made me decide, to forgive n patch up wif her.
But of cos, tat goes without saying.
We will quarrel again... But somehow i feel, let me worry bout tat later.
I don wan to think too much again...
So tired...
Sry to shimin n tingwei.
Really... Blame myself for doin tis decision, idk wat i will do when soon the time comes tat tis will happen again but i wan to treasure our whole clique's friendship.
I miss those times, a lot, so much.
I miss the gl-ing of each other n makin fun of each other.
I miss those times we gossiped, joked n laughed bout the 2 huayi guys.
I miss those times wher we went out together.
Most importantly of all, I miss the way things were before, the friendship we had.
I miss them a lot.