Hiaz... After reading Ah ma's blog entry.
I came into terms wif my insecurity of teaching my section for SYF.
Hey! SYF is a big thing! Not just any SYF u noe, an event tat will determine MCB's fate for the nxt few yrs after my batch step down...
I feel as though i'm not gd enough to be a sl, n HELL i don even wan to be! ( Nobody ask me whether i wan to be an asl or not when i was in sec 1 zzz... -,-)
So yeah, i still don believe im a gd sl...
N probbaly the worst.
Ppl put their faith in me but i can't...
I don't noe y...
But....
I don think i'm capable enough...
I heard my tuning tis morning
N of cos it sucks...
I lost complete faith in myself but not how jin & yilian
I wonder will the yamaha xeno trombone will help me or not...
N yet i expect my section to play well...
When i, even their sl can't even do it...