Hiaz... After reading Ah ma's blog entry.
I came into terms wif my insecurity of teaching my section for SYF.
Hey! SYF is a big thing! Not just any SYF u noe, an event tat will determine MCB's fate for the nxt few yrs after my batch step down...
I feel as though i'm not gd enough to be a sl, n HELL i don even wan to be! ( Nobody ask me whether i wan to be an asl or not when i was in sec 1 zzz... -,-)
So yeah, i still don believe im a gd sl...
N probbaly the worst.
Ppl put their faith in me but i can't...
I don't noe y...
But....
I don think i'm capable enough...
I heard my tuning tis morning
N of cos it sucks...
I lost complete faith in myself but not how jin & yilian
I wonder will the yamaha xeno trombone will help me or not...
N yet i expect my section to play well...
When i, even their sl can't even do it...

Merry Christmas! Peeps! XD
First i shall write bout yesterday :)
Went to coffeeshop to meet Sheryl & Yan Jia ( i came late though)
Later joined by Jing Hui & Shimin, we chatted ( i drank ice lemon tee though xp) until mr tan came & fetch us to huayi.
Reached there we saw joyce & leehui ( they came way~ earlier than us)
Saw huayi's band uni, OMG it looked way nicer than us! Ours look like chinese waiter & waitress uniform in a chi resturant -,-
Anyways, we tried to help huayi... But they don nid our help to move percussion instruments & music stands :(
Ah Ma & Yilian were damn late but in time for the performance thx to the late arrival of the other percussion instruments...
& YAY I DIDNT WEAR THE HAT/RAINDEER HORNS! XD
The performance was okok ba i played a lot~ of wrong notes... :( Sleigh ride was the worst... -,-
Zzz... Sad :(
Later went bac to huati & exchange presents :)
Went home bout 11+ & slept zzz....

Thx clique for the presents! I love them!
Yilian: Chocolates!!!! & a very damn cute little panda XD Its so cute ><
Sheryl: In response to my guai lan-ness, she gave me a board tat says "Did anybody ask for ur opinion?" Thx! Its the most unique gift ever...
Shimin: Sweets!!! N a damn cuts hello kitty photo frame XD Its so pretty!
Amelia: Thx so much for an extremely cute panda soft toy XD I love it! Its so far the cutest panda soft toy i ever recieve xp & n yilian's too!
XD
I really enjoyed yesterday :)
Ps. the yamaha xero trombone is comin nxt wk! It will be arriving from japan into singapore on tues or wed! Its totally fresh from japan! XD
& mr tan will let me see a handmade spanish guitar XD Wohoo~ But on one condition... I hav to play the guitar for him -.- My guitar skills suck! Very ps leh~ Sob!

I read a lot of ppl blogs today...
Y everyone so emo tis days...
Lols :) Cheer up!
Even if its cos of band, at least hav the faith & determination within urselves!
Look deep down & u can find ur fighting spirit within urself!
Tats the beauty of life! Knowing urselves & ur capabilities, knowing ur strength & weakness.
Then watever u do u can further ur limit!
& of cos u'll never giv up, & strive towards ur goal!
Hav the "i can do it" attitude instead of "hiyah, we can never do it" attitude
Wif tis kind of attitude, even in the most down point of ur life, u can still stand upright n face the obstacles life throws at u :)
Peeps! Believe in urself!
Believe tat u can do it!
Tat anything is possible!
^^
( Gold maybe can ba hahas...)

Lols i noe i seriously outdated...
But who cares!
Yipee!
I'm bac in Singapore xp ( strangely the singapore flyer song pop in to my head...)
Phew... Finally, cos i almost lost my life... ( almost drowning & falling down an uphill slope -,-)
Lols?! Also cos of tis trip i hate cats to the core...
Anyways, great to be bac!
N yeah shimin & ting wei... Sry cos i got excited over wadariah being there but i didnt forget u guys :) HONESTLY!
Sry~
Today's practice was seriously fun! XD
Especially the "epic" time we had to go for fall in & the after time xp
The huayi ppl were amused by us ( am chio here xo)
Hahas today was fun...
But damn it i still cant play tat part correctly... :(
SOB!
Damn it!
O.o i suddenly realise tat choon hiang never blast today...
O.o....
Hmm... I wonder...

Choon Hiang said i played louder than him...
Omg, tis is got to be the most impossible thing i hav ever heard in my life...
Due to these facts...
1. I don blast
2. I play damn soft
3. His playing is more louder than me even if he does not blast...
4. I never blast in the music room before... Much less during full band practice (well if its sectional then yeah... Only 2-3 times...)
Erm... Actually i don really noe how to blast...
5. I hate my trombone blasting sound!!! ( Not choon hiang & kwang yong ones though cos they blast is ok not like mine T.T)
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Yeah... If anyone seeing tis would mind telling him... Tat i don blast n i cant play loud (i don play loud xp)... much less louder than him...
N i don mind him blasting at all... Just tat not all parts blast ah... N he plays loud which is a gd thing :) everyone can hear the 1st trombone sound xp
Mf band has never heard me blast before during full band (except for sheryl... which is during sectional time)
Hahas...

Lalala~
Random blogging xp
Anyways here's a ( seriously lol-ing ) piece of news....
Wahaha! I, Michelle ( i don like to type my full name & ps, i don wan ppl to noe my chi name...)
DID CHINESE HOMEWORK!
Wahaha~
( Even though i onli do up till day 5 xp but still... >.<)
For a girl who hates chinese to the core, it's quite impressive XD ( In my opinion at least...)
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& Yeah...
I finally...finally... actually didn't play my trombone for an entire sectional...( a hint of sadness detected...)
To coach my section & a huayi 3rd trombone player... ( Its kinda fun & entertaining though)
Wow...
She's gd xp ( hinting to how jin)
I mean seriously...
Haiz, i wish how jin can play like her...
O.o
I forgot her name again though... :(
T.T
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Lols yeah, i played sleigh ride... ( Shudders wif horror)
Damn it... I still suck in it...
Hey, don get me wrong.
Its just tat i can't play tat's all...
Yeah, i also played enchanted...
(A violent shudder ripples through my body... Argh)
Zzz... Wth...
Tat's the last song i wan to play for today but...
Sian la... Just don care & play it...
& of cos... -,-
I sucked in it...
T.T

Obviously to anyone who reading tis...
The response to this blog entry is
LOLS...
Haiz~
( Feeling resigned... )

Lols just recently knew tat khia meng is actually a jerk...
( Somehow i get tis feeling tat i actually knew it a long time ago... -,-)
According to them, he's now goin after a sec one girl... ( Lols -.-''')
Hello~ Look at the age gap! ( Disgusted... -.-)
Think bout it... I seriously don care liao... ( Nocholant to it...)
If tat is wat he wan? Then who are we to judge... ( I sound as though Im defending him... -.-)
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Anyways, bac to the main topic... Sry, its bout harry potter and the deathly hallows part one...
So those ain't harry potter fans, pls don continue... Yeah it means butt off! ( Lols im jokin xp)
Yeah my reviews for the movie:
1. Fantastic! OMG!
2. Way better than order of the phoenix & half blood prince!!! They got to be the most boring movie ever! Only order of phoenix the special effects are nice... Zzz...
3. A lot of thrilling parts... Especially wif the Nagini attacking harry & hermionie scene( if u don noe whose Nagini, its voldermot's snake)
(Ps i forget how to spell some of the characters' names... xp)
4. Of cos special effects are nice XD
5. Can compare wif goblet of fire xp ( Yay! Cedric <3)

Yeah i watched the movie wif Trash, Yi Xuan & Ou ji xp
Hahas it was a great day yesterday XD
( I found a shop in J8, it sells one of the most cutest shoes i hav ever seen... Its a korean shop xp
Omg, im gonna buy the silver-coloured high heel n it onli costs $29.90... Hmm... its expensive i think...)

Hey~
Today i start my 1st day at work xp
Hahas
Now working at my aunt's store XD
Yippe~
Hahas ps i not tat hyper though... Its just a new experience xp
xp

Yesterday, was kinda tiring...
Went to huayi there to hav extra practice wif yilian, sheryl & jing hui ...
Hmm... played Dawn of a new day... Taishan... Singapore flyer...
Later ah ma & shimin came in... (last min decision xp)
Lols long time never play dawn of a new day n i sucked in it...
Zzz -,-
Well... played the christmas songs... I still sucked in it... -.-
Well... tats wat u get for not practicing the songs at all...
Haiz~
Damn it, played ride... Yeah of cos i sucked in it... I cant run notes... ( also never practice tat song wat to expect... -,-)
N yeah, taishan... Grr... i still cant tongue fast...
But at least, i can hear the euphonium & tuba parts ( finally...)
No offense to ah ma though...
Can hear tuba n euphonium in mf but... I didn't/ cannot hear them or smth...
I noe la~ I play damn soft...
But i cant rush to immediatly play loud...
Lols, i hav to play right notes n melody & other parts n make sure my sound is still stable (at least can make it)... N of cos intonation....
T.T
I worry those things more than loudness...
N hell i like trombone blasting sounds, but dosen't mean i hav to blast -.-
(Oh yeah considering to buy a yamaha zero tenor trombone xp... But it costs 4.7k to 5k there... Hiaz~ Wait i go part time after o level then get enough $ to buy one... Not to mention the mouthpiece too... N yeah of cos its gold-plated!)