Today Zheng lao shi, brought up the subject of SYF, n how we performing arts cca r goin to hav a hell of our time to catch up wif our studies.

Wth... When she said tat, it reminded me tat all of us r goin to Sec 4 nxt yr...

N I still cant believe tat, i cant believe tat im goin to be 16, takin my o lvls n perform for SYF...

( n my birthday is goin to be on the wk of the SYF! WTH! )

But tat isnt the main pt...

It kinda remind me of Jasmine crying on the SYF day...

6 of April 2009:

Came bac to sch, procceded to put bac my trombone in the store room.

Went outside, feeling very guilty on wat happened on the stage (i accidentally hit my trombone slide onto one of the euphonium players chair... during danse diabolique melody part: bar 405)

Once i stepped outside, I saw a group of sec 4s seniors crying, n a horrified Miss Mok was trying to calm them down...

One of them was Jasmine, I went to her side.

She just walked off to the DNT block direction, I followed her until she stopped. She was sobbing. (finally not crying)

Both of us talked... (i cant remember the details...)

N when i said tis particular line, she gave me surprised n stunned look n cried all over again... I was stunned until i blankly stared at her back when she walked off...

"Even when u step down, u will come bac to band to see the section again rite?"

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I didnt noe wat was the feeling i felt bac then but it was very emotional...

N Maybe i will experience tat when im bout to step down nxt yr....