Update again :)
Hahahaha...
Actually there's really nth to laugh about.
My prelim results sucks.
Haiz although never fail but yea...
My sciences drop like crazy... I cried in bio lesson...
My bio dropped!!!! Although i passed... Even Celia also depressed like me...
Felt like cutting it... But its not goin to be worth it.
But somehow, when at the vice & Principal's lecture...
I almost wif my fingernails...
Reality is harsh...
N matter how much i improve its never gd...
My sci, humanities, language, maths...
I really flunked them.
Yea, now goin through a depression state...
No matter how much i smile.. laugh.. smth else.
I feel damn depressed...
No motivation, no nth...
Its just me & my thoughts..
But despite tat. Im never goin to giv up.
My aim... To go to Singapore poly's biomedical course wif L1R4 of 8...
Die... die must go for it!
& yea just found out smth...
Its never gd to assume... But cos of it, I don think i should confront it anymore.
Assuming others makes u guilty & hurtful but ppl assuming u...
Tat hurts... A lot...
Its over until someone or smth steps out to be confronted & of cos its not me.
I stand by my decisions when Im rite n tis time is damn rite...
Being disappointed is a different matter.
In tis case... Its a matter of judgement, forgiveness and... sometimes the best thing is ignorance is bliss.
"Goodbye..."
Seems like a gd word for tis. Isn't it?
Drip, drip, drip...