Stressed out...
Tats all i can say of my life starting from term 3...
Going crazy seems to be quite inevitable...
Y all major things r happening at July??
Guitar exam... O lvl chi... Weekly tests... Writing testimonial...
ETC!
Wth...
But there's one gd news is tat im proud of howjin.
I don regret putting him on 1st trombone xp
He's trying his best.
N tat keeps on trying!
His playing has improved especially in monmouth overture :)
I feel very touched!!!
Tears comin to my eyes now.
His attitude was way better than my in sec 2...
I let depression overcome me... But he didnt let his.
For tat im really proud of him.
N i dont regret havin a junior like him n also i dont regret placing him in 1st trombone. XD
A life lesson learned...
never give up even during depression!

Damn i felt jealous when i saw huayi's band camp photos...
Y cant mayflower hav one...
We hav not been havin it since last yr's March -.-
(Tats a freakin long time ago...)
Nice rite...
WTH!
N miss mok wanted to do a band chalet~
But when???!!!
End of the yr can arh but its a freakin long time...
Haiz i wanted to do smth together wif all the sec 4 seniors plus the sec 5s too... Before i step down ><
I miss the syf days!!!! (Excluding the bad n crying times)
Wth... I can't believe until now... Im the 1st person to cry after syf -.-'''

Haiz now im emo-ing.
I feel tat tis June holiday has not being meaningful at all...
I didnt study hard at all...
I didnt study my his n ss... except for globalisation... terrorism... Venice...
ZZZ...
Geog isnt goin into my head at all...
Bio n chem n partially e maths got study...
Lols.
N i think im kidding myself wif him...
I think i no longer already...
Since i really find no feelings when i see him or hear his voice... Hahas maybe.

Lols, im studying tis few days for theory work. N it seems finally i memorised mitosis process already.
Meiosis is a different story...
Today i shall study ss...
Anyways lets not elaborate anymore on tat, i hav a feeling tat ppl will start getting even more depressed... CHEER UP PPL!
Come on determination and motivation can't come out in just one day!
U must do smth to earn it... Moreover, u must work hard for it!!
xo
Hey! Im goin to enjoy myself at the GSS!
The great Singapore sale!
Tis is goin to cure my now throbbing headache xp

Im currently hooked on reading fanfic and no its not tat one.
I m reading pokemon fanfic xpxp
Hahas call me watever u wan but i like reading them.
Some of them are really gd!
XO
Maybe i should start practicing my guitar but somehow im lazy xp
Exam comin up but im not practicing it... -.-
Damn...
Haiz...
Anyways roger out!

Hahas~!
Went for anderson jc tune in on wed xp
Its fun but at the same time scary...
All the band members there are very bonded :)
N CRAZY! especially the trombone section...
They called one of the guy's name of Joseph, Josephine -.-
I can't get the link...
N yea of cos the trombone sl is crazy... Even more crazier than me. xo
But their playing... omg!
Anderson jc's brass section got power! Fantastic! They r also very in tune!!!
Apparently they listened to the drone of the chord ( I think its spelled like tat.)
which determines whether they r in tune or not..
N freaking gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They have Yamaha Xeno Trombone!!!!!!! XD

However the scary part is Mr Alvin Seville...
His words r like extremely sharpened sword can cut through hard n cleanly...
He scared the hell of me when suddenly he saw me carrying my beloved mouthpiece and asked to see it...
He began to feed me wif some info of my mouthpiece.
Crafted by Christain... smth i forgot his name... xp
After tat he smiled at me.
N i rushed off...

Anyways it was fun.
& AH MA!
I conveyed ur lots of love to ah gong!
Loudly!
His friend heard it xp
Hahas ur famous!
So scandalous :x
Oh yea jyh harng was there too n wow he looked stressed out.
But he still has his humour.
To my surprise, got huayi ppl who went. 4 of them specifically.
I wonder who invited them. Jyh harng? I guess so...
:)

Gosh, im giddy.
N crap... I sms-ed yilian on her birthday late cos i almost forgot -.-
Wat a nice best friend i am...
Idiotic me...
Sry rabbit~ =p

Haiz...
Im gettin weird moods lately...
Don noe y.
But i feel smth...
Dont feel like sayin it.
I hope its nothin. Getting weird vibes.
Studying?
Friendships?
Stress?
Idk...
I feel weird.
Almost to the breaking point of watever im feeling...
Maybe its just stress.
I wont worry so much about it.
I guess.
Hope its nth.
*
Gosh my post itself is weird!
Maybe i should see the counsellor or smth. xoxp
Im gettin weirder...
I noe im not depressed emo or watever terms u can come out wif the feeling: sadness, agony etc...
But wat is it im feeling? weird is it not?
Contradicting myself here -,-

Well watever it is, i will continue to be positive. Optimistic :)

Im gonna chiong study!!!
Today e maths tomorrow GEOG!
Plate tectonics ur goin down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+ weather & climate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Coast too!!!!!!!!!!
Im gonna chiong chem tomorrow too!!!!!!!
Im gonna get A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8 points for o lvl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XD