Haiz...

Today had a convo wif ah ma... Talking bout feelings...

Well ya i admit tat my feelings towards him is not as deep as theirs.

N i had never had experienced tis kind of things.

Im quite ignorant.

Hahas, now tat i think of it... Its more of resigned feelings...

I gave up the moment i knew...

Its not just bout who is happy or not,

its bout the ppl around me n them.

U can never be selfish when it comes to tis.

U would wan the best for eveyone whom u care/like/love...

Tats wat make us humans...

The ability to care, like/love, think, feel, for others, other than urself...

Tis few days are getting weirder...

Im starting to sound like Khia Meng...

Too positive...

Yeah Ah ma is correct... Im too positive tis days...

Its starting to creep me out.

But i like it~ (OMG!!)

Cos at least i wont fall into depression like i did bac last yr...

Today got bac my report bk...

Saw the numbers inside, went numb wif shockness...

O.o

My Chemistry just got A2... (very stunned)

Biology... A1 (ridiculously happy)

El... B4 (YAY!)

Combined humanities... B3 (wth! then my history leh? It got A1 leh)

Well, my Chinese got C6... (heaving a sigh of relief i passed)

E maths... OK i got A1... (improvement)

Pure geography A2 ba... (nocholant xp)

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Saw my L1R5, happy! not a 18 i got for SA1...

I got 13!

Improvement! XD

Hiyah... but quite disappointing...

I aiming lower... at least can go Andrson JC sci stream...

But looks like no such luck...

Next one, class position... STUNNED!

I kana just half of the class!

20/40

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WTH...

At least my overall positon look promising... 72%...

Argh!

Lols looked like cant be helped ba... At least there is still O level i can work hard for! xp

N i just found out... I am in Chinese Band 4 class... Lols...

Hey~

ya im posting... nth to talk bout...

Just tat quite depressed wif the band situation.

N I cant believe tat Mr tan hasnt giv up on mcb....

It does giv a little comfort, but does ppl think the same?

Anyways, im now enjoying the vampire academy novel, frostbite :)

Maybe i should borrow more of it... XD

N (belated) happy birthday to shimin n ah ma :)

Zzz...

Hiaz... Sian, nth to do here...

Maybe should chiong revising Chemistry or Biology...

LOLs...

EOYs over liao... But its gettin ridiculously boring here n to make things worse is my freaking ex Sony Ericsson phone even though spoil liao... Its alarm still ringing... Very damn annoying sia, every 5 mins it ring...

ARGH! Wth ah!

TODAY WAS A WEIRD DAY TO START OUT WIF....

Hmm... well first was the convo wif shimin...

Well its not weird but the pt is tat its the first time tat i actually had tat kind of convo wif shimin... Wow?

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Second is tat i just learned tat im a audio person...

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N thirdly i saw my overall marks n percentage...

Hmm...

Not goin to any details bout it... xp

Not weird to ppl, but weird to me.

N im now seriously confused wif it...

?????

Blur me...

Way a go seashell~ Still as blur as ever before~

(being sarcastic here)

Today XD

Today updates xp...
Hmm... 3 things happened today, which totally changed my mood.
First, Mr Gad officially said he IS attached! (even though the whole class knew especially me)
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lols?
Secondly, TIS IS GOT TO BE ONE OF THE BEST NEWS I HAV HEARD since i got A1 for E maths
I got an (almost soon to become) A1 for BIO!
Yay! Yay!
(though no offense to Ah Ma)
P.S. my score is actually 74 xp...
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N lastly, My junior, Dawn has FINALLY played a BASS TROMBONE!!!!
Hahas n she sounded ok in it! XD
Oh gosh im so happy!
Hahas... Im one step closer to gettin a bass trombone player 4 SYF! XD
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(so finally Ah ma wont disturb me for a bass trombone player to support the bass section)
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N yeah generally im in a gd mood today :)
But i seriously~feel like givin up my sl position...
as i really think tat im not fit to be a sl, i cant teach my juniors n even myself properly...
Im also a slacker, a quality tat a SL SHOULD NOT HAV...
N wat should i do wif myself if i fail to teach my juniors for SYF...
I really don wan to disppoint Jasmine, Kwang Yong, Fu Hui, Liyin(i think tats the spelling of her name), Kenie N last but not least Mr Tan n the whole band...
Haiz...

Great~ My results... (sarcasam)

Argh!

My results r ok ba.

Cant n dont feel anything bout it.

Now crying for my chem = My So-called-best subject...

I got a B3... Instead of a freaking A1!!!

WTH...

N not to mention my CHI!

I failed it like 3 times in a row?!

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Well i guess i should be happy too...

My other subjects r ok...

N also after finding out Ah ma results...

Ok im happy wif my results...

Hiyah idk wat to do wif myself...

Im bac... xp

Now i am wondering whether should i post emo or happy thoughts...

I saw Sheryl blog n its filled with sad thoughts...

I see Ah ma, its ok ba...

Then the rest also still ok ba...

Lols, tis days i don noe y i always look out the window as though im in la la la land.

It feels very nice just to see the blue sky...

N also to hav the feeling of water on my face... So refreshing n soothing...

Grasping on normality i guess...

Haiz...

Hello~

HELLO~

Im finally made a blog n i feeling random bout it.

But its the first...so yeah...

Oh! I hav not told my friends bout it yet...

Die...